all I ask of you

All I ask of you, be a little more consistent.

little sparks

How can I tell you that I have feelings for you?
I can't be certain that it's love.
Maybe it's just a crush, or just a little sparks.
But I'm sure there's something, deep inside.
How can I fall asleep tonight?

is this love?

She's not mine, yet I feel like I'm hers.
Why do I feel it all the time?
Sometimes it feels good, or rather, great.
Most of the time, it just sucks.
Well, she's just another girl and I guess mood swing's a common thing.
What am I feeling deep inside of me?
Is this love?
or
Love?

headline of the day is

You hate someone, you make a headline out of it.
You love someone, you make a headline out of it.
You lost something, you make a headline out of it.
You gained something, you make a headline out of it.

We're not born sinners, but we're born newscasters.

I'm only human

I hate this time of the year. For the past two years, I was in love and loved in return. I was happy, spoil and really pampered. This time around, it's totally different. Thinking back, I supposed it's a good experience. Think again, I'm only human. I have emotions and I have a brain that stores images and voices of people around me, of people whom I loved, and loved me.

The beginning of the year is always the hardest for me. The whole atmosphere of what's going on around reminds me, of what we used to be. You might say I'm stubborn, but try putting yourself in my shoes. You'll know that you defined me wrongly. I ain't God, I'm only human.

I tried to talk to you about it, but there's no response to it. I tried to say hello, but you never even say goodbye. I know it's not an issue of who sacrificed more, but I think you over did it a little too much. I'm only human.

As for you, we talked about it. Every time when we're gonna conclude it, well, if you ever wanna have a conclusion or an end to it, you run away from it. I'm not you, and you're not me. How can action be replaced with simple words? Do you know how much it hurts? Once again, I'm only human.

You both lied too much, and I wonder if those are white lies. At least they're not white to me. I don't really think I deserve it, and should I be glad that you're both gone?

It's all really messy and fucked up.
I tried to be kind, but now I'm the one losing my mind.
I don't miss you, I just miss her.
Yes I miss you, not her.

President Obama

President Obama's speech was great, and inspirational.
Let's all pray he's the 'right' man to succeed George W.Bush as our leader.

Amen.

love

Why are you so different from the other girls?


1. You're independent while the others, needs me more than I need them.

2. You know what love is, while the others, never ever define it well.

3. You might not know how to make me smile, but you never fail to make me laugh.

4. You're being yourself all the time.

5. You're my best friend, while the others never understands.

6. You wanted it to be fair all the time, and it's not just about you.

7. You gave me time to miss you, and time away from each other.



You're you, and that's why you're different.

what is said and done?

First of all, this is not your daily bread.
I hold no responsibility for anything that you might gain or lose as a result of the words in this blog.


I seriously do not think that being brave is necessarily a good thing in a relationship, you just got to be wise and sincere.
Remember this, what is said is said, and what is done is done.

problems?

Problems exist because you think of it as trouble, think of it as a challenge, and you'll feel better.
Trust me.

all hope is gone

My heart couldn't find its beat.
And the floor couldn't feel my feet.
What is going on?
Now that all hope is gone,
Should I be just me?
or just set myself free?

is it possible?

I'm only human,
How do I know what went wrong, if you don't tell me what actually happened?
Am I always the guilty party?
Is it possible to play God?
Is it possible?

I lied, you lied, we all lied

Perhaps, we all need a zippers on our mouth.
It's really easy to hurt someone, by the words from our mouth.
I lied. you lied, we all lied.
We're all liars.

the reason

everything happens for a reason, how true is this?

I don't agree, I think sometimes, something just happen, without any reasons.

If you think there's always a reason, the only reason is your own personality.

do we need to change?

I see people changing, after they learn or during their growth.

Is there a time, when you're old enough, you thought you experienced everything, you thought you're always right, is that particular time, people stop changing and grow?

There's just too much too learn about life, and learning never stops, so do changing, into someone, or something better.

There are times that we've been warned, but yet, we still find it hard to change.

Is it so hard, to really change, and accept all our own weaknesses.

Is there a need to slaved by your own pride?

secret is...

secret is something you're not supposed to tell anyone.

secret is something that you were told to keep, but it is okay to tell only 1 person.

D for Death

Dead bugs, dead reptiles.
What's next?

the key to perfectionism

I told them today, consistency is the key to perfectionism.
I preach but I don't practice.
Why?

the second coming of Christ

All your accusations against me are baseless.
A sinner sinned, what sin?
Thou shall not accuse. Thou shall not accuse.
The Accuser.

You're hiding everything, or anything.
A sinner hid, hid what?
Thou shall not lie. Thou shall not lie.
The Liar.

Surrounded by hypocrites,
When is Christ second coming?

the sky was really shy

There are many types of people in this world. Some

• are born special, some struggle to be unique.
• succeed but most, failed. Miserably.
• say they're just like anyone, and well, that's the truth.
• say they're themselves, and most of them, lives in a state of denial.
• attempted perfectionism, they're only human.
• believed in God, the others, lives by they're own ego.
• needs love, but there's always zero effort.

thou art lovely, my goddess Lilith

I saw you smiling, but not overdoing it, with those luscious small lips .
You held back, gave a cold stare, which is still warm to me, with those lovely brown eyes.
I asked if you're alright?
You whispered, yes I am and why not?
I smiled back, totally muted, as I was lost for words.
All I ask of you, is love, my dearest Lilith.

I feel love, but love is not something that I can embrace.